Although pasta may
be considered a staple dish in many parts of the world, the diversification of
pastas I eat tends to correlate with how I have grown and developed from being
a kid solely addicted to comfort food. Since childhood, pasta has always been
my “go-to” meal. The variety of noodles, sauces, cheeses, and flavors always
makes eating pasta exciting yet comfortable. As a kid, I refused to eat
anything but Kraft macaroni and cheese for breakfast, lunch, and dinner. And
although it was boxed macaroni, it was never dull and never unsatisfying. Just
like any young, picky eater, I was not yet into pastas mixed with fancy wine
sauces and topped with strange meats, so macaroni was a simple dish my mom
didn’t mind making because it was quick and easy. However, as I grew older, I slowly
but surely began to mix and match pastas and would doc them up to be more flavorful
and different over time.
In
middle school, I became addicted to watching the food channel. Watching shows
like Emeril, Paula’s Home Cooking, and Barefoot Contessa made me excited to
work my magic in the kitchen, preparing pasta dishes similar to those I saw on
TV. I would use our newly purchased Magic Bullet to mix up garlic and spices
for homemade sauces to impress my parents with. Most got thrown in the garbage,
but once I made a pesto-based sauce we still use in my family today. This
experimental time in my life reflected on the pastas I would attempt to make.
Instead of eating only macaroni, I began to eat spaghetti, fettuccini, and
ravioli, all simple, well-liked pastas with slightly more variety than Kraft
specialties from Costco.
High
school was a time when I attempted to remove myself from my bubble and eat foreign,
more sophisticated pasta dishes. My friends and I would go out to different restaurants
around Cherry Creek, downtown, or obscure areas and try new things. I began to
eat Thai pasta dishes, Italian, Middle Eastern, Moroccan, any type of thing I
hadn’t tried before. As I became more mature personally, intellectually,
physically, and emotionally, I become less self-centered towards the end of
high school and realized other options in my life, which would explain my
desire to journey to new places and try new cuisines. However, all dishes were
continuously pasta. I remember trying seafood infused pasta at a restaurant on
Pearl Street. It was bowtie pasta mixed in a creamy vodka sauce, topped with
crab, shrimp, and a side of scallops. I also became interested in pasta stuffed
with different meats and vegetables, all different from one another but equally
delicious.
In
college, pasta has become a symbol of my health, my family, and myself. Every
Thursday night, my core group of friends and I go down to Noodles and Company
and wind down from a week of school and prepare ourselves for the hectic, rowdy
weekend. I order the Whole Grain Tuscan Linguini, trying to choose a healthier
option because I have come to realize the freshman 15 is not a myth. It is my
staple Thursday night meal; a linguini mixed with creamy wine sauce, broccoli,
red peppers, and onions.
In
college, every other weekend I go home to visit my family. For lunch or dinner
we always eat my favorite pesto tortellini as a side dish and polenta as the
main course. Ever since my grandmother, my mother, and I were kids, our parents
would make us polenta, a typical Italian dish brought into our family by my
great grandmother. The pesto pasta has been my favorite since middle school and
eating it at home resembles comfort and nostalgia as I take a break away from
the busy college life. Although polenta has never been my favorite, it reminds
my mother of her childhood, so I always eat the cornmeal, gravy, chicken combo
without complaint, except now I ditch the chicken since I am a vegetarian.
Over
my lifetime, my all carb diet has provided me with a means of growth,
experience, and connection to certain parts of my life. Being young, my variety
was small and my life was basic and easy. Over time however, I have began to
broaden my horizons and become a more expressive eater. What I eat now
resembles both my present life and my past. Pasta has always been a comfort
food for me, and eating it both at home and at school forms a bridge between
the two. In college, life has also gotten more complex, exciting, and
stressful, but being able to eat pasta any where and everywhere keeps me
balanced and reminds me of how far I’ve came since eating Kraft macaroni and cheese
from the box.





